I'm really upset, embarrassed and tired of this continuing ...

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leona

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I'm really upset, embarrassed and tired of this continuing situation! However, whenever people began to pray with me things changed for the better. I've been getting low commission before and posted about it and it went up more than once.

Right now, I lost a lot of sponsors because of the slander that I like to stare at women but God spoke to me and told me to ask for change from people and it worked. New people started giving and my change made up the difference. Then I posted for people to start giving large bills and they did and my commission increased from $20 to $30 to sometimes $50.

God answered those prayers and the gay lady in the office got very upset. She kept sending people to work with me who did not like me and putting a lot of people in the same area when I was not there. They continued to slander me. Most of the people giving me large bills were white so they told them I take the 10 or 20 dollar bills and put them in my pocket. Now that has really hurt me. I have not gotten a large bill in a month.

Now there is this girl who she moved from an area where she was making a lot of money to take customers from me and take over the corner where I make my highest commission. Also, there are young people who drive around and tell people with open windows not to give to me for one reason or the other.

I am also aggravated because I have menorraghia and I always have to pay for the first three days of my menstruation in order to stay in the room. I really need over $30 for the next few days, starting today or she might enjoy making me sleep on the cafeteria floor. The director keeps an eye on how much we bring in and he knows I'm honest and has stopped her from moving me to places where I make no commission (which is what she used to do). So the only way is to get the people to stop giving.

I've already lost the first corner where I made $30 in commission. I really can not see anywhere else to go if I lose these other 3, I only make $4 in the other spots.

Please pray that the old people that I have not seen come back and give; that God would send new people;and I would get large bills again;completely discredit these people who are spreading lies about me.

Father, You have blessed me and it torments those who hate You and despise righteousness. Whether or not all these people from the islands that I'm around are getting in contact with those I left behind in the Bahamas, only You know. The strategies or much the same, the lies are the same. If they are, please continue to defend me. Vindicate me, Lord of all the lies because I stand for the Name of Jesus Christ. These people just love to do evil, I'm not the only one they have hurt. They laugh when they get other people thrown out on the streets, not caring what happens to them. It is not just flesh and blood that is against the righteous but these are the slaves of the Wicked One, the children of disobedience. They are controlled by their father the devil. I pray that You will not let me fall before them as others have who did not know Your Name.

I am Your child. Pour on me Your goodwill and favor so they can see and know that it is You that helps me. Let them be frustrated, angry, upset because they can not touch Your anointed. Deliver me from the plans and plots of the devil. Let me move forward and not back. It is You Who have given me shelter and a means of income as we prayed and asked You for. Lord, do not let Satan, the adversary, take what You have given away from me.

Let the oppression end here. Help me to get money saved to move on from here. Help me to get legal status here in the US or Canada. Help me to be able to witness without people thinking that I am false in my profession of faith because of these lies. Let Your Presence and power be so strong around and in me that people feel You near when they are near me. You have done this before in the Bahamas, where people just began to walk up and tell me they know I'm a christian because they feel it near me and see it when they look at me. Don't be silent any longer because my enemies never stop attacking, they never stop lying, they never stop stealing or ruining my clothes. Stand for me in Your Justice, You love justice, righteousness and truth!! My hope is in You. You are my Salvation. Touch peoples' heart to give and be generous in spite of the opposition.
 
THE LORD IS WITH YOU!
JOSHUA 1:9
"HAVE I NOT COMMANDED YOU? BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS! DO NOT TREMBLE OR BE DISMAYED, FOR THE LORD YOUR GOD IS WITH YOU WHEREVER YOU GO."
 
I pray in agreement for the will of God to be done in this situation. You are a good God, a mighty god, an awesome God who can do above and beyond anything that we ask. Step in my Lord in Jesus name I prayn in agreement....AMEN!!
 
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