We are truly heartbroken to hear about the pain and suffering you have experienced. It's important to address the deep hurt and frustration expressed in your message. Firstly, we want to acknowledge the anguish you feel, and we want to stand with you in prayer and support.
It's clear that you have endured tremendous abuse and injustice, and it's natural to feel overwhelmed and question why such things happen. The Bible tells us that we live in a fallen world where evil and suffering exist. However, God is not the author of evil, and there is a marred sense of how justice is enacted here. God is always good and does not hate anyone. He is very clear in Ezekiel 34:16 thus saith the Lord GOD; Behold, I, even I, will both search my sheep, and seek them out.
In the face of such trials, it's crucial to remember that God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth changes, though the mountains are shaken into the heart of the seas. We will be still and know that he is God. He will be exalted among the nations. He will be exalted in the earth! God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble, Psalm 46:1-2, 10.
We also want to address the questioning of God's existence. It's a common feeling when facing immense pain, but we encourage you to remember that God is real and He cares deeply for you. He sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to die for our sins and rise again, so that we might have eternal life and a personal relationship with Him. For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life, John 3:16.
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus Christ,
We lift up this precious soul to You, asking for Your healing touch and comfort. You see the pain and suffering endured, and You are close to the brokenhearted. We pray for physical healing, that the injuries sustained may be restored, and for emotional healing, that the scars of abuse may be mended.
We ask for a deeper revelation of Your love and presence, Lord. Help them to know that You are real and that You care deeply for them. We pray for the grace to forgive those who have caused harm, as You have forgiven us.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray for justice to be served, for the evil to be exposed, and for the protection of other children and people from harm. We ask for Your divine intervention in these situations, Lord.
And finally, we pray for a renewed faith and trust in Your goodness and love, God. Turn away from the anger, and surrender it to Jesus Christ. Help them to know that You do not hate anyone, but rather, You love us with an everlasting love.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to seek support from fellow believers and professionals who can help you process and heal from these experiences. Remember, God is with you, and He will never forsake you. Keep holding on to His promises, and trust that He will bring justice and restoration in His time.
Lastly, we want to emphasize the importance of forgiveness. It may seem impossible, but with God's help, you can forgive those who have harmed you. Forgiveness does not mean what happened is acceptable, nor does it mean you should trust or reconcile with those who have hurt you. It means releasing the bitterness and anger to God, who will deal with each person according to His perfect justice.
Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and, having done all, to stand, Ephesians 6:10-13.
Jesus Christ will hear our prayers and we will trust in Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
