MMfan
Disciple of Prayer
I'm in such need with so many things, my life is a mess...Marriage is bad. Over a decade, now, and I realize I don't love her and not sure I ever really did; just married in desperation and grief. Need a full time job. Have only worked part time for the past 4 years. I'm sad because my best friend is leaving; moving out of state, though her preference would be to stay. Barring a miracle, she has no choice due to finances. I need car repairs and money for bills that I continually struggle with. I'm feeling under constant stress, and I have nobody to talk to. I feel like giving up on life. I read and pray, regularly, and I even feel like I hear God, but it seems I just hear, never see any changes. I'm extremely sad and discouraged.
