I’m in so much pain. I am heartbroken I cannot sleep and I can’t stop crying. I’m ### months pregnant. I was with this man for almost ### years. In ### I found out I was pregnant and 2 days later I found out that my husband sexually abused my oldest. I reported it and have been dealing with court and child services. I found out he has a new girlfriend. It still hurts because I thought we would grow old together. It just seems like Things are difficult for me and easy for him. I have all the load, I have to take care of my ### kids(###, ###,###) clean, cook, go to laundry, groceries, do homework, deal with appointments, by myself. I have night school. I don’t have a job, I had to quit my job that I loved because of the situation. I am so hurt. Today I felt like giving up. I need strength and God’s hand.