Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
im feeling weak and tired.. i htink i have lyme disease .. it seems like a red bulls eye is forming...... i also accidentally kicked my my mom i was laying down and she sat down to waqtch tv and i accidentally kicked her. please pray for her... ugh.... im really irritable brothers and sister sin Christ... i have no medicla insuranc esupport.. i dont even care... ijsut dont im exhausted..... dont even feel liek praying.. im tried of always feeling so exhausted and prayer take so mich time and work and i find no relief when i pray... i just dont know what to do.. my eye has ben hurting andi get headaches... the lonliness and depression is so much im struggling fo renergy and .. ... if its my tiem to go.. i odnt want to go in pain.. im too exhausted... and so depressed.... i pray for a husband too.. I wish I really knew God... I wish he was a bit more gentle towards people... one affliction afer anotrher...a nd if im nto worshipping 24 /7 .. bam soemthign happens?? I wish i really knew God and why he always wants to humbel me so much... not ure what he is doing and i dont have have medicla insurance and im jsut so unhappy at home.. i want t sleeep...... Please pray for my grandmother whom me and imy my mom give round oclock care.... also to my hoemless dad and just my spiritual health.... i used to pray all th time.. but now... im tired soemtimes a perosn wants to do soemthign else.. is htis so bad???