I'm at a point in my life where death sounds good... please help uplift me

ITryMyBest

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I am so low right now, I would rather be gone.

To show everyone what I really what... what I really meant. But I'd never do it. I love my daughter to much.

Her mother discarded me and replaced me like I wasn't even a human being. As if I didn't bend over backwards and jump through loops for her to better her life. As if I didn't show her love, and treat her like my wife. Like I was just a passing person on the street, threw me away and stomps on my heart.

Threatens to take my daughter away. She moved far too, so my daughter would go to school far. She went today to her Christmas show, and brought her new man... just making me feel even more like trash. I was alone. 

I hate my freaking life right now. I'm so sick of it. I've tried my hardest, and it just isn't enough... isn't enough to find happiness, isn't enough to be at peace, isn't enough to find love.

Women don't like me... I don't walk around moping, I walk around normal, with a smile on my face, but I don't get noticed, don't get sparks from women........ I feel like I'm just destined to suffer in loneliness... oh yeah, and I can't really get a full smile, because you paralyzed half my face, so while I recovered, the best I can do is a smirk. thanks for that too... as if being short and bald wasn't enough.

I'm sick of this life God.... please turn things around for me, cause I've freakin had it. I'm trying to be grateful, but everything I get, comes with a world of pain somewhere else.... the negatives are outweighing the positives already.

PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
 
"Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrew 4:16

Father, I boldly come to your throne of mercy with this child’s need. I ask in your mighty power to meet this child’s need. I pray that this child of yours may experience your great love and care for them today. Give them eyes to see your hand of mercy at work in their life. Awaken all their senses to the realization that you will never leave them or forsake them.

In Jesus Christ’s Name I pray,  that you will receive and answer your child's prayers according to your perfect will and timing. Amen
 
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