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David
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I am being so deppressed and havin anxiety attacks even
more the amount of filth that goes through my mind is tremendous. I feel fake and filty all the time. Yet I do not watch perverted things and stay way from anything that remotly could trigger it. On a daily basis I think about just wanting to die. Yes there has been in the pas much sexual sin. It started with being abused as child, later on being raped as an adult and I ended up in homosexuality. I have fought my way out of it, but the amount of perverted toughts wont stop, I pray daily for hours but nothing seems to work, if God doesnt step in I dont think I will be able to hold on much longer
more the amount of filth that goes through my mind is tremendous. I feel fake and filty all the time. Yet I do not watch perverted things and stay way from anything that remotly could trigger it. On a daily basis I think about just wanting to die. Yes there has been in the pas much sexual sin. It started with being abused as child, later on being raped as an adult and I ended up in homosexuality. I have fought my way out of it, but the amount of perverted toughts wont stop, I pray daily for hours but nothing seems to work, if God doesnt step in I dont think I will be able to hold on much longer
