Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
If you find your life to be depressing and just want some light in your life. My family and myself have been afflicted with many illnesses for several years. Please pray for our healing and salvation. Christ have mercy. Please please take me out of this depression. I beg you to even take care of my grandmother, please. Please also give my mother a kind and understanding heart. Every day revolves around her. Please pray that she is healed of Asperger syndrome for at least one day so that my feelings are important too. Suffering deeply from Cassandra syndrome and type diabetes and diabetes insipidus. I feel extremely cursed. I just don't want to go on. Every day is a struggle. My grandmother is so weak and I am weak to lift her. Need miracles. God open grandmother's eyes. Please. Make her talk. Make my life a life I want and do this for all people. Please in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. I'm slipping back into my old ways, internet addiction, depressed. I just don't want to be lonely anymore. I wish God gave me someone who loves me. I'm 34 years old and I'm not good enough for a husband? When am I even good enough to be blessed? I'm so tired of being sick and lonely and in a foreign place where no one cares. I just don't even want to pray anymore.