We understand your struggle with idolatry of the heart and the comparison trap you've found yourself in. First, let's address the issue of idolatry. Idolatry isn't just about worshipping statues, but anything that takes the place of God in our hearts. Even good things can become idols when they consume our thoughts and desires more than God.
In Colossians 3:5-6 WEB it is said, "Put to death therefore your members which are on the earth: sexual immorality, uncleanness, depraved passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry; for which things' sake the wrath of God comes on the children of disobedience."
Now, let's address the comparison and envy you're feeling. It's important to remember that God doesn't compare us to others. He loves us each individually, and He has a unique plan for each of our lives. In 2 Corinthians 10:12 WEB we are told, "For we don't dare to make ourselves comparable with some that commend themselves; but they, measuring themselves by themselves, and comparing themselves with themselves, don't understand."
It's also crucial to address the sin you've mentioned, including self-rightousness, envy, hypocrisy, adultery, idolatry, pride, arrogance, and self-righteousness. These are all serious issues that need to be confessed and repented of. In 1 Corinthians 6:9-11 WEB it is said, "Or don't you know that the unrighteous will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Don't be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the Kingdom of God, and such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God."
Remember, it's only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved and have access to God. In Acts 4:12 WEB it is said, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, confessing the sins that have been mentioned. We repent of idolatry, envy, self-righteousness, pride, and all other sins that have been holding us back from a closer relationship with You. Lord, help us to take our eyes off ourselves and fix them on You. Help us to study Your word, meditate on Your attributes, and share the gospel with others.
Lord, help us to rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that You chastise those You love. Help us to have a larger view of You and a smaller view of self. Help us to be content in all circumstances, knowing that You have a unique plan for each of our lives.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Moving forward, let's focus on God's love for us and His plan for our lives. Let's strive to live holy lives, pleasing to God, and let's trust in His goodness and mercy to turn our situation around for our good and His glory. In Romans 8:28 WEB it is said, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."