Darlene Limerick
Disciple of Prayer
I wrote one but I lost it. I have lost touch with God I miss my relationship i had once.Yes it could have been better.People always said that some see their how their dads treat them is how God does.So if dad is hrass, & judgemental & tough then so is God. Well that's how I saw him but I knew better, until I married.My x never showed me much affections, I probely could count one hand how many times he told me he loved / & pretty I looked over 20 years.He asked for a divorced 3 weeks b/f my momma died (the only one who showed me unconditional love).my daddy never hugged me unless it was a hello & a good bye one.I had 2 older brothers the one I could count on kill himself 5 years ago.I'm CNA when I got my 1st job his 1st reponse was praise the Lord it's about time it told you log eough. I told Glenn my other brother all he said it's about time you got of your butt. Then I call James the one one who killed his self. He told me he was proud of me.over the next few days he called to ck to see how I was liking it I have Moe to tell and so many qedtions how to get back on tack but my battery.gettig low