monkeyface
Humble Prayer Partner
I would like my family to realize my e-mails are harmless and that they weren't meant to be malicious. My nieces and nephews laughed at my e-mails making me the butt of jokes yet I gave my niece couches, a car, a bed, money yet they remain ungrateful. ### is now grateful; however, ### and ### are angry with me. Even ### seems to be acting different. She is visiting ### and not me. I am being shunned by my own family. ### never e-mails or phones me. Yet they wonder why I become discouraged. And when I get lonely, I send them e-mails and they laugh at my e-mails as entertainment. My brother, ###, who is an alcoholic is the only one who is visiting me all the time and if it weren't for him, I would have died of loneliness since both our parents recently died of cancer. My family have family members to keep them from getting lonely; however, I have no children and grandchildren. I am totally alone. ### is the only one who visits me but I need more finances in order to buy groceries to feed him and give him money to shovel snow, mow my lawn and do odd jobs as he doesn't have a job and he is also too sick to work. I need a vindication and financial miracle and my family not to be punished but to be ashamed of their behavior towards me----even my nephew ### is in competition with his own auntie and competing who has a better house instead of having respect.
