I want to go home.....these worries and depression are too much anymore. I actually am beginning to not like my job because the new assistant to me is making it miserable for me. I have been at the preschool for a long while as an assistant but in January was promoted to a lead teacher. The age of the class is new to me however, I am taking college courses as well as researching this age group and their behaviors and milestones etc so I can be a really good teacher. I give all that I am and more and I really love these children, their families and the school. However, my new assistant is causing trouble by not supporting the class and me and going to the parents instead of me or the director. There is so much more but with my worries and depression that I already deal with this makes it so much worse. Being around children helps to be joyful but now with everything going on it doesn't help as much. Please pray that the children and their parents fall in love with me as their teacher and that I continue to progress into a wonderful teacher. I am trying so so hard. Please pray that my assistant finds a different job come summer.....one that will suit her needs.
