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Hello to you God. I am here again calling to you. Asking for forgiveness, guidance and more blessings. Father God, you know what i am feeling right now. Last night i have decided to set him free. It is not what i want my lord, but i need to tell him how much i am hurt of all what he shows me and what he wanted me to feel from his actions. I love Dong so much my Lord but until now i dont know why he get easily mad at me. i cant do anything my Lord..when he is mad..all i need is stop.. be silent and he always dares me that he will leave me if i go on of what i am asking that he never dare to send me an answer. All i want is to be happy, all i want is to be with the man i love so much. The plans we made..the dreams ...and the relationship that we both decided to build are now hanging and i am alone standing for all that dreams and building the relationship. Lord God, make me happy again. i am holding to your promises in John 16:24..i want life back my Lord. 2 more days and another year comes. I want to leave all the sad memories, painful relationships and stressful heartaches to 2011. 2012 is the best year i ever wanted. New job, new life, new hope with the love of the Lord, with all the plans from the Lord and i know i can do the best because the Lord is with me and i also know the Lord will give me the best because the Lord love me so much.
Brothers and sisters, i am asking a prayer for Dong...He never know what i am suffering right now.. i cried a lot to God for him. I knelled to the Lord for him.. asking the Lord to touch his heart and mind of Dong to be true to me, to show his real love to me and show me that i am important to him. Lord all i can do is to pray for Dong..let him feel our love to him. I offered Dong to you Lord. Guide and bless him.
i love you so much Lord.
In Jesus name i pray. Amen and Amen.
Brothers and sisters, i am asking a prayer for Dong...He never know what i am suffering right now.. i cried a lot to God for him. I knelled to the Lord for him.. asking the Lord to touch his heart and mind of Dong to be true to me, to show his real love to me and show me that i am important to him. Lord all i can do is to pray for Dong..let him feel our love to him. I offered Dong to you Lord. Guide and bless him.
i love you so much Lord.
In Jesus name i pray. Amen and Amen.