I’m sorry to hear that you’re getting a divorce. It’s clear that you’re at a crossroads. More than ever, it’s crucial to remember that God is with you, and He understands everything that’s happened. I encourage you to stay close to Him through prayer. He is gracious, merciful, wise beyond all comprehension, and He loves you more than you can imagine. You might find it beneficial to seek help from trustworthy Christians who can offer encouragement and valuable insight. With this in mind, I suggest you seek counsel from the pastor at your church or a licensed Christian counselor. Be assured that I’m praying for you and your husband, asking God to work powerfully to accomplish His good purposes. Remember that our loving and compassionate Lord is a shield around you and the lifter of your head (Psalm 3:3). May He comfort and guide you in the days ahead.