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Humble Prayer Partner
Lord, I know I need to walk in faith. I know I need to. I know you have worked other miracles in my life, and I have felt the rush of joy and relief. I need proof that my abusers are gone. Even if it is just inside me. I know you took an evil man away from me before, because I felt the rush of relief and safety in the knowledge that I was free from him. And I was. I don’t know how but he was just instantly gone from my life, and I never worried about how or why. But this man and his mother have been torturing and abusing me for the last 13 years. I have been praying and trying to change my life and get help for the past year and a half, but the abuse only gets worse. Everything good that comes into my life - every time I think the corner is finally turned and I will be free, they come back more and more viscous my. It’s gotten to the point that they have nearly taken everything from me and I feel afraid and too discouraged to even pray. To even hope. Every time I think things have resolved and I can move on, they get worse. I cannot live this hell anymore, but I am powerless to stop it. Lord, I need you to intervene. To see me through. To show me your power. To show me that I am worthy of a life of my own making. That I am worthy of a life free of abuse and lies and torment. I want to feel and give love, please show it to me. Please have mercy and let me turn my life into something beautiful in your image. Please remove me from this hell.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.