anonymous4742
Servant of All
I truly understand why people take their own lives. Praying without ceasing I do. Pray believing I do. Stll waiting for change for the good and better. I see little miracles and thank God immediately. I don't see big miracles, what I deem big miracles like a way out pf debt when I am consistently struck down at every turn and like a husband who wants to follow Gods rules and love and show love to his wife, follow Gods law concerning money, be sn all around Godly man. Where are those miracles??? Those miracles would take the stress out of my life and my focus back on God instead of having to figure it all out every day as to where I will find the funds to keep us going and not get cursed at because we have no money and being blamed when it is beyond my control.
Lord I truly want to focus on you and try very hard but my mind is still racing trying to figure out how the $100.00 dollars in the bank is going to buy my husband's medication tomorrow, put gas in the car, purchase food for his mandatory work function, and purchase the household items we need as well the other things in the next day and pay the $1,000.00 woth of bills for this month that have to be paid immediately not counting all the past due bills.
Lord, please bless me with the "Big" miracles today. I know I am not worthy of your love and grace and mercy, Lord, but I pray that you will show it to me anyway. I ask these things in your name Lord believing you will do them as you said all that we ask in your name you shall do.
And Lord please help me find that gun that he has misplaced that his daddy left him when he died. I have searched the field and house, his friend has searched the field Lord, please help us find it do it doesn't turn up in the wrong hands.
All these thongs I ask in Jesus name believing that today my financial troubles will be permanently over and my husband will be an amazing child of God that God wants him to be or one of us will be a widow/widower.
Lord I truly want to focus on you and try very hard but my mind is still racing trying to figure out how the $100.00 dollars in the bank is going to buy my husband's medication tomorrow, put gas in the car, purchase food for his mandatory work function, and purchase the household items we need as well the other things in the next day and pay the $1,000.00 woth of bills for this month that have to be paid immediately not counting all the past due bills.
Lord, please bless me with the "Big" miracles today. I know I am not worthy of your love and grace and mercy, Lord, but I pray that you will show it to me anyway. I ask these things in your name Lord believing you will do them as you said all that we ask in your name you shall do.
And Lord please help me find that gun that he has misplaced that his daddy left him when he died. I have searched the field and house, his friend has searched the field Lord, please help us find it do it doesn't turn up in the wrong hands.
All these thongs I ask in Jesus name believing that today my financial troubles will be permanently over and my husband will be an amazing child of God that God wants him to be or one of us will be a widow/widower.
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