sandra
Beloved of All
I think the thing that is making life unbearable is knowing that my son looks at me like I failed him as a mother!What am I suppose to do I torment myself everyday thinking about never being good enough for my family and now my son.The one thing I took pride in was being a mom(single),I never wanted to do anything wrong to harm my kids.God knows I loved them more then myself,I tried the best I could but some how I failed that too! i don't want to keep going on feeling/living this way.I keep praying but I am starting to believe God don't exist if he does why want he help me,am I not good enough for him too?