go to the shelter,let them help you,get off the street,go to the church ask for help,until someone helps you.don't be sad,or imbarressed, go to the shelter,its your roof over your head from jesus,go get warm in the shelter,its jesus arms around you,go to the shelter it is there for you to eat food from jesus.if jesus were here in human form he would point his finger to the shelter for help for you,live at the shelter,they are not allowed to kick you out.they are there to help you,let them help you,don't worry anymore,you are gods child,you have been threw so much.its time to stop being mad at god for taking your mom off the earth.we ver understand why god does the things he does, we need to trust him. remember your mom she still loves you and she is a spirit.be strong,and listen to me,your mom would want you to go to the shelter,if you were in her place,you would tell you the same thing, youd say mom go get help,its okay,you can do it, don't be afraid for jesus is with you were ever you go, and im with you too, please go get warm, i don't want you to be lost, and i want you to be okay. i want you to sleep well, have a good night sleep and meet some friends.thats what youd want your mom to know, this is what your mom would want you to know.jesus slept in a manger,with the animals.you can go sleep at the shelter, you will have free food, jesus gives us food to eat for free, he shares his fathers food. and the food at the shelter is from our father.its for free, you don't pay rent at the shelter, its free, jesus never wanted us to pay rent, paying rent is from the devil. we are surpose to live free and be free,go there child, i call you child, because you are gods child, you are a child from the royal kingdom. i know know one told you this, for i am telling you this because you need good friends to help guide you on the right path, you need to get out of the cold, you need a place to lay your head down, you need to relax.i was homeless at age 16, i slept under the bridge, cause i was hit in my face from my step father, i had a horrible life,too, and if i would have known about shelters at age 16. i would have went and ate free and made new friends to love me, and learn how to love myself.if i would have known i didn't have to sleep under the bridge at age 16 ,in the 70's then, i would have had to sleep with out a pillow or blanket, i didn't have a coat,or mittens, no blanket, no pillow, no food. i ran for my life, i went to a place i only knew under the bridge to cry, i cryed to jesus know one loves me.i layed on the cement.i went to sleep.i heard a voice, go now my child you are safe.it was winter. i walked home, my family didnt bother with me after that. i felt alone all my life, i was searching for answers. yes i was homeless in california before too.i slept in my van, i didn't know what to do. i went to the church and asked for help. i told the minister, i can't find anyone to love me.He said" WHY DON'T YOU LOVE YOURSELF"....I said, no i want someone else to love me, he said "my child you have to learn to love yourself first,then you will find someone to love you back.....i went for years trying to figure out what he meant, but i knew it had to be god telling me this.i got heLP FROM THE CHURCHES FOR FOOD AND SHELTER.UNTIL I GOT BACK ON MY FEET.I HAVE BEEN A NURSE FOR 35 YEARS, AT THIS TIME, I AM ON SSI BECAUSE I FELL ON BLACK ICE AND HURT MY BACK AND KNEE CAP. BUT OTHER WISE I AM WELL.I RAISED 6 CHILDREN AS A SINGLE MORE, AND WHEN GOD SAYS YOUR READY TO HAVE A BABY,HE WILL GIVE YOU SOMEONE TO MARRY WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. DONT BE IN SUCH A RUSH, TAKE YOUR TIME, WE LIVE FOREVER DID YOU FORGET, DON'T WORRY ABOUT NOW,THINK OF YOUR FUTURE..look up to the sky.heaven is above you,inside of you,look to your future,today is your future,make the best of today.go get help,dont be afraid,tell them you need to stay there to live, say i need help.tell the churches,go to all of them till someone helps you. go to the shelters all of them till someone helps you.when you get ba ck on your feet, you can finish your college still staying at the shelter, apply for food stamps.then get as much as help as you can from everywhere.and don't be shy about it, ask everyone for help. ask,just ask, say i need help. please help me.don't ever stop asking for help.pray to jesus for all your help too.listen to me girl,i went threw cancer in 1994, i did 6 months of kemo therpy, i was in a coma for 1 month.i was almost killed so many times. i was raped. listen to me, you are a women,you are not safe outside on the streets,get in the shelter.let them protect you from evil man. please sister we all want you safe.i am glad god sent me to this web site the morning, my toothache took me to this site, i was asking for help. then, i found i was not alone.you are not alone. you are here for others as we are here for you.you will do just fine in the shelter,perhaps god wants you there,perhaps he has a purpose for you there,perhaps some little kid needs a friend,or a single mom needs a hug, and perhaps you are the one to just make someones day. you need to find your nearest shelter and go there as soon as possible,you can take a nice shower, get cleaned up. they will give you shampoo,and soap,a towel, perhaps the shelter needs someone to help them cook,and clean, you can ask, be a part of helping, be a part of their company, see what you can do for them,as they help you begin a new journey.perhaps god is sending you to a new path to help someone else in need. you need help and a friend, there is someone in the shelter that needs you too, think of this, someone out there in the shelter needs a friend like you...you will find your self in someone elses broken heart and you can help them with all that you went threw, thats what we are here for, to hug ,and help each other,give our love and kindness...go to the shelter,someone needs your help in jesus name amen, also injesus name amen wepray for your family who does drugs to lead them to god today,and take them from bondage, in jesus name amen,keep in touch, love always donise
