bronson38
Beloved of All
I pray my friend contacts me before christmas.if not i understand its not time yet or if that time will even come. Lord let my friend understand why i stopped being friends with him. I have my reasons and it hurts like crazy. Nobody is perfect but what he did do hurt me so bad. There was one secret that was kind of let out about something personal a while back. It was obvious but he denied that but little evidence was there to prove it and along with other things. I am thankful i got very little warnings back then that raised red flags but my choice was still to deal with all of what was in front of me at those times. The hurt pain and suffering that he caused i believe destroyed our friendship. It was more on his end he did wrong but i also take part in the blame to. Lord you know what happened and i ask you if it is your will to strengthen and cement our friendship again. Give us hope and let us start over with your help. I ask you to please heal and guide us back to each other. We need to both draw a closer personal relationship with you. I pray my friend changes his heart and fogives me as well as i forgive him of what we both done to cause this friendship to shred to pieces. I pray for peace, understanding, better communication, happiness, and much more between the both of us. My heart hurts and its so broken. Let my friend realize that i was the only one that put up with alot and tried my best to be there when he needed me most. I want us to both be able to trust each other again and to be caring.what have i done in the past to deserve this i do not understand but i pray to understand why all this happened in the first place. Lord please guide us back to each other and let us think more about the future. Let us put everything behind us but one thing is to pray to get answers that have been bothering me for years. Let this be the ending and start a whole new beginning. Ijnip