anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
I pray for others every day. I thank God. But my faith and hope that things are and/or will improve die more and more each day. I feel that everything I do to improve our situation is for nothing like sitting in a deer stand for hours on end to get meat to get us through the winter because we can't afford to go to the grocery store to buy meat. Sit here day after day and never see anything. Even changing location.
I told God if I killed a deer this morning I'd know there is hope things and finances will be better starting today, that the path will be clear to pay bringing all our bills current and to continue to pay all our bills on time each month, buy groceries and household necessities, purchase medication, fuel, and go to the doctor.
Yes, read my Bible but am finding no comfort in it. I had nightmares last night. There was a knock at the door and when I answered it it wasmy uncle in a suit and I screamed it was Satan trying to persuade me he was God. I tried to get away. The dream made no sense to me. I kept screaming and trying to get away. And God was nowhere to be found to help me.
I told God if I killed a deer this morning I'd know there is hope things and finances will be better starting today, that the path will be clear to pay bringing all our bills current and to continue to pay all our bills on time each month, buy groceries and household necessities, purchase medication, fuel, and go to the doctor.
Yes, read my Bible but am finding no comfort in it. I had nightmares last night. There was a knock at the door and when I answered it it wasmy uncle in a suit and I screamed it was Satan trying to persuade me he was God. I tried to get away. The dream made no sense to me. I kept screaming and trying to get away. And God was nowhere to be found to help me.