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Brenda222
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Dear Lord I am praying to make it. I was feeling suicidal. I thank the Lord for saving my life and for me not committing suicide because all the bills are piled up. I pray that I don't get suicidal thoughts anymore. I pray and ask for forgiveness because I don't want to live in eternal hell. I thank you for allowing me to watch church on the computer this evening because I can't go out because of illness. I thank you for strenghtening my faith and ask that you keep my faith and let me depend on you and no man. I thank the Lord because I have almost all my rent money and hopefully you will bless me with the rest I need to make my rent for April, when I didn't know how I was going to even have any of it. I ask that you take the infection out of my eye that I have because I can't afford to see a doctor. I ask that my car insurance gets paid and that I don't lose my car so I can get to work when you bless me with a job. I ask the blessings of a job so I can take care of my child. But the main thing I ask is that I don't fall apart again and have more faith and trust in the Lord that he will see me thru all this and get me back on my feet. I ask that my job can be restored that I left when you blessed me with it in August 2009. I know that all things are possible in the Lord and the Lord will get me thru this if I just continue to have faith and trust in him. I know I have to take responsibility for my actions in leaving work and that a miracle can happen and the Lord can give it back to me or give me one that makes more money and a shorter distance because my car won't make it to a far employer. I just want to thank the Lord for letting me wake up this morning and thank him in advance for employment and to be able to take care of my child. I want to thank him for the way I have been treated and humiliated by so many people that it showed me that I need to stay focused and depend on the Lord when others turn their back on me and won't even speak or step foot in my home. I just want to thank the Lord for being in my life and saving my life last week from suicide. I just want to thank everyone from praying for my life and ask the Lord to bless those that prayed for me and that I don't get the suicidal feelings anymore and can feel like I did when the Lord first blessed me with a new job and that the Lord will touch the peoples heart to give me another chance so I can make the money I need to take care of my child and get out of this debt and not let it drive me crazy anymore. I just want to thank the Lord for being there for me and letting me see how people are and when man disowned me and turned away from me and wouldn't even pray with me, talk to me, or even give me a ride when I had to walk miles to get to church and wherever I had to go when my car was down. Thank you Jesus.