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Ellen Hayes
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I have Leidens factor 5 have have 8 tradgic clots 3 major bleeds 2 in my colon, 1 in my paritoneal cavity almost died with all of these, had not had a clot for 3 years till recently I went to the MD with leg pain MD advised me to go home elevate my leg take asprin and it will go away, 5 days later I couldn't breathe, even though this MD was explained my history, any way was put in the hospital and told I have 3 to 4 clots in both my lungs and the clot in my leg went through my artery and straight to my lungs, can't take coumadin anymore, for some reason it causes me to have bleeds, even if my INR is within the correct limits. Last bleeds I spent 1 1/2 months in the hospital after evacuating a major hematoma. I'm just so tired of MD's making serious mistakes in my care. I'm on Lovenox shots to the stomach now for the rest of my life. I'm so scared, I have lost so much and Social Security refuses to aknowledge this and I can't work, so I live off of $203. MD's are finally recognizing it as a disease. I need prayer for this and I have a a daughter I raised alone, her father refused to try to have a relationship with her after our divorced, he abused both of us, never paid any child support, he always worked for cash so he wouldn't have to. I raised her up to love the Lord, but as time went on into her teens, she changed so much at seventeen and only had men friends. The counselors I took her to said she was looking for a father figure, she saw her father again at eighteen and was disappointed in how he responded to her after all that time. She has been in and out of so many relationships. She got married at 27 and had a beautiful daughter, but has not been a fit mother, they are going through divorce my grand daughter just turned 5 I've had to recue my grand daughter so many times from, abuse or bad situations between, my son in law and my daughter, I'm afraid for my grand daughters safety all the time and my daughter is seems to be very angry, bitter and she told me she wished she never had a child. I love my daughter so much and I have tried to support her, emotionally, but now I'm sick again and she has been very abusive to me, with her words. My heart is broken and I've been asked to separate myself from her, because of her abuse. I stay in contact with my son inlaw and speak with my grand daughter by phone or mail. For the last 3 years I took care of my grand daughter for weeks at a time, I miss her and she misses me. Isabel is my grand daughters name, Misty is my daughter's name, my son inlaw's name is Ben I just need alot of prayer for all of this, I try to keep the faith, but it is getting harder to keep faith in such a dark time and my daughter and grand daughter are my only real family. Please pray for restoration of this relationship, I ask God everyday to draw my daughter closer to him, please pray for us, I thank you in advance, May God bless you and this wonderful ministry!
