CharnisePink
Disciple of Prayer
Lord, I'm sitting in the stairway of my home so broken because I am in the same situation I've found myself in before. I thought you had finally sent me a man that knew I was his wife. He said he knew You Lord, that He was faithful and fearing of You Lord... But he's not and I find this out at such a fragile time. What am I doing so wrong? All I want is a family, a husband. By now after having a failed marriage and two kids with fathers who neglected us once they were conceived, You would think I would know how to discern by now. I feel so foolish and dumb bc I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do. Please forgive me for my sins Lord. I'm pregnant and everything has went down hill between this man and I. I'm still in shock bc my tubes were supposed to be fixed to prevent this from happening to me again, yet here I am. This guy who once told me he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me has flipped completely on me. I do not believe in other options but Lord what am I suppose to do? He do not want this child and he is making it clear that he's gonna make this journey a difficult one if I take it. I'm so sorry Lord... My heart is so heavy I can physically feel the tugging... I'm so sorry Lord, please speak to me. I need you
