Alija
Disciple of Prayer
I have tried hard believing in Him and receiving Him as well as the Holy Spirit at least, by reading countless testimonies of those who received miracles as well as the NT Bible and yet the ones I know who sin more and do not believe in Him tend to have a better life than me. I've lost my bus pass that my father paid £250 which allows free travel for free for one year, and I've asked the Lord for help however He has not helped me and I'm starting to lose faith, as a friend of mine who doesn't believe in God and has had sex with one boy has found hers before mine and now my father has to pay an extra £10 for the replacement. I even refused to receive the fake Hindu 'blessing' from my parents (they're both Hindu) and my father verbally abused me for doing so. Recently, I've been rejected from my first-choice school for sixth form and am currently devastated and feel like failure compared to others. What am I doing wrong? Why can't I hear Him and He can't hear me? My prayers have NEVER been answered the way I expected even though they're not selfish requests and are things that I 'need' not 'want' purely out of greed. I feel like I've been forsaken with Satan. I'm starting to think that wiccan spells will solve the problems even though the Bible strictly forbids it. I've lost it with the Lord, He's driving me mental.
A sad teenage girl from the UK seeking advice, please feel free to message me and I can give more detail
A sad teenage girl from the UK seeking advice, please feel free to message me and I can give more detail
