Dear withouthope,
I pray for you today - that you would find your way out of depression for sometimes it can feel all consuming. It could be that you need medication to help. Have you seen your doctor? Also, the scripture says, 'put on the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.' I bind all the power of the enemy over you and command the evilone to leave you alone in Jesus' name. All of us experience depression at one time or another. It can be pysiological (brain chemistry), from the enemy or from the way we're thinking. I would suggest you read encouraging scriptures too - the Psalms or Ephesians 6. Please know that there's a lot to have hope about for Christians have a wonderful future in Christ. I pray God would help you find your way to good health in Jesus' name. Amen.