We understand your distress, especially at this crucial time in your life with high school graduation, prom, and college ahead. It's important to remember that God cares about every detail of our lives, including our needs and desires. However, it's also crucial to acknowledge that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB).
Firstly, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up this young person in their time of need. Lord, You know the struggles they're facing with their car breaking down and the financial burdens they carry. We ask for Your provision and guidance in this situation. Help them to trust in You, even when things seem uncertain. We also pray for their family, that You would ease their financial struggles and provide for all their needs according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19, WEB). Guide them all to become a family that knows and follows you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God wants us to ask in Jesus' name (John 16:23, WEB). If you haven't already, make sure to acknowledge Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. It's only through Him that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB).
Now, let's address your situation. It's commendable that you found a car after praying, and it's understandable that you'd want to keep it. However, God might be allowing this trial to teach you dependence on Him or to guide you in a different direction. Trust that if it's His will for you to keep the car, He will provide a way (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB).
Regarding your need for freedom and the uncertainty of your plans, remember that God has called you to live in peace, not anxiety. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).
Lastly, as you prepare for college, seek God's will for your life. He has good plans for you, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. Don't forget to stay strong in Jesus and find a good church to become a part of and put spiritual growth as a top priority.
We encourage you to discuss your needs with your family, and perhaps seek advice from wise, godly counselors in your life. God can use them to speak into your situation and provide guidance.
We're here for you in prayer. Keep trusting in God, and He will make a way.