I let go of anger, of fear, of loneliness, of control.

[fashionpam]

I let go of anger, of fear, of loneliness, of control. I have noticed recently that since I found out a guy from instagram likes me I have been obsessing about him talking to me and liking me. His words haven't met up with his actions. I have prayed God to to remove him from my heart and eyes if he is not for me. That I should wait patiently for a man of God. That although he is handsome and seems like a good Christian guy inside I know the age difference wouldn't work out. I am so insecure I continually compare myself and put my self down I feel worthless and that no man will ever love me because of my anxiety and lack of who I am and how I live. I worry about everything I do bad things in order for a man to give me a little attention to feel wanted and loved then I feel empty with shame and guilt like I am a horrible person. lord cleanse me and make my heart new and I pray for my future husband whoever he may be you prepare us both and remove any temptations from our paths. I pray for my child ela that we have a behavioral analyst appointment on Monday that all comes back well and she is fine. in Jesus name I know you have control I let go lord I trust you no more tarot cards.

 

[Shermarie1]

May our loving God hear and answer your prayer request. In Jesus precious name, Amen!!
Ephesians 3:20 (KJV) Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us

 

[bob69]

I pray for this In Jesus name. Amen.

 

[lenore2]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

"Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrew 4:16

Father, I boldly come to your throne of mercy with this child’s need. I ask in your mighty power to meet this child’s need. I pray that this child of yours may experience your great love and care for them today. Give them eyes to see your hand of mercy at work in their life. Awaken all their senses to the realization that you will never leave them or forsake them.

In Jesus Christ’s Name I pray,  that you will receive and answer your child's prayers according to your perfect will and timing. Amen

 

[fashionpam]

So I have not heard from the guy, I guess it's gods way of answering my prayer. Even though its not what I want I know its probably what's best for me. He is 9 years younger than me. it just sucks because it always happens. A guy says he likes me and then his actions aren't there yet I see him liking and posting to other girls makes me feel insecure and reminded about my past and my ex cheating on me and leaving when was pregnant. I know its dumb of me this guy doesn't even live here. he is in Florida I am in California. I cant forgive and let go and move on allow real love in my life. A man who will love me for who I am and be a godly man please remove my eyes from sinful thoughts and stop wanting and desiring this guy just because of his looks and his lovely words lord. Show me what you want for me and not what I want. I know that this guy for a long tie I admired and him telling me he always had a crush on me made me fantasize and think how can such a handsome man like me... teach me to be brave and love myself enough to let go of what isn't for me. teach me to be strong and not have to control everything and not do as I please to not have to understand why or everything and just trust you in choosing what's right for me and my life. I've been alone so long almost 5 years I just need you lord. be with me in these lonely moments and help me to stop giving away my time and love, self to men who only want something physical.