Shine4Yeshua
Beloved of All
I just want true love and/or friendship is that really that hard? God please give this too me. I hear you better today, then in a long time and I am grateful. Just feel like giving up on love and friendship, since these things do not workout for me. However, I know that will not work since I desire to be a mother one day. It is just so hard since everyone that are lukewarm are happy, for instance my sister is finally modeling, married with two children! Can I please succeed too Father, can I please be happy too. I was so happy to know my sister dreams were coming true, now it just makes me sad. I just desire for someone to actually love me.