Dion
Beloved
lord i really don't know why but i'm so sad to day . very thing is pretty much ok. me and luis are not fighting ? i don't really know how to write my feeling down i'm more thin sad i'v been crying most of the day .we had marriage counseling today but every time we go it's pretty painfull on me and hard on luis . but we just seem to stay the same .and it seems too we are not moving forward just one foot back . my husband said he don't know why i'm with him after all he has done to me and i should be with some older man and more laid back. thin he is because he out going and i'm not. and he loves me but not in love with me .he's trying some i just wish he could try as heard as i'm trying.i have so much fear and anxiety and today i seem to have no faith or belive are marriage will work out . i feel luis is just giving up on us ? i know god has been working on us .i just don't like feeling this way . lord pls help me to be the best wife i can and for luis to be the best husband he can.and for me to keep the faith that you will restore are marraige to its fulles and bring joy and happieness back in to are marriage and bring us closer to each other and you lord......in jesus name amen
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