Annamarie
Disciple of Prayer
I have been in a 28 year marriage, which was abusive and draining, my husband had a neurological disease which all of my three daughters inherited. Its called charcot marie tooth's disease, it is draining emotionally and physically on them. They inherited it from their dad, who died in 2012 from complications as a diabetic. I have been divorced from him for seven years when i met an older man, who also now abuses me emotionally. I have prayed a lot over the years, but my life seems to go nowhere. I have lost hope and i am married but so lonely as there is no marriage at all. I am treated like a slave, i am desperate to get out but have no home to go to, no future, no hope... i need direction and opening of doors for me to move out into a god given direction and to be financially secure. Me daughters have there own lives and are blessed but i see very little of them, there is hardly a relationship. From the moment i was born i was given up for adoption (me and my twin sister) and through the years every family member has done me in financially, promises that were not kept and now i am at the end of my wits, not knowing what to do and where to go... i would love to have a secure home and income to sustain me and to do what the Lord has me to do for the rest of my life.. I sell houses at the moment, i am trusting the Lord to come through for me on two of them, even my principal property owner, wants to do me in on a commission i am suppose to get if it gets sold... he is also a christian. What am i suppose to do.... just believe the Lord will come through for me. I feel at times the Lord has deserted me.