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I had an terrible man in my life, in my recent past. I felt he was the man for me, even though somewhere in my mind I questioned leaving or staying. When things got violent, I was encouraged to leave. I attempted to, but I kept believing his lies on changing, and that he'll get counseling. I had never forgiven people in my past for hurts they bought upon me, but as i'm trying my best to become a woman of God, in a battle with trying to stray from worldly people and worldly things, it's tempting at times. He used suicidal threats to keep me, saying if I don't stay he'll commit suicide. After waiting around, I finally asked God for strength to leave a man, not for hurting me but for not owning up to the abuse I suffered, never getting a sincere apology as if he meant it. He swore on his dead great grandparents graves and lied, he stole my belongings. I thank God, I left, but I pray that I left in freedom...no attachments or anything to this man, nothing that'll hold me back. Lord, i'm scared...please, I was in a relationship with one of Satan workers, this was the enemy plans to make me suffer. Be please let this plan backfire, please don't allow me to hurt anymore than the pain I've suffered and overcame, I'm worried if there's more. But once I find out it's nothing left, I want to move on and never look back. I want to be happy again, and I pray to never see this man face again, hear his voice again, or even so much as get a text. Keep Satan and his people away from me Lord
