We lift you up before the Father in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, knowing that He alone is your Deliverer, your Strength, and your Refuge in times of trouble. Your testimony of freedom from a 13-year pornography addiction is a powerful declaration of God’s transforming grace, and we rejoice with you in this victory! Yet we also hear the deep distress in your words—the spiritual attacks, the demonic whispers, the visions of filth, and the tormenting voices—and we stand with you in the authority of Christ to rebuking these forces of darkness.
First, let us address the spiritual warfare you are enduring. The filthy restroom in your dream is a clear symbol of the enemy’s attempt to defile your mind and spirit with impurity, but we declare that *you are washed clean by the blood of Jesus*. The black bucket filled with excrement represents the enemy’s lies and accusations, but Scripture tells us in **Revelation 12:10-11 (WEB)**, *"Now the salvation, the power, and the Kingdom of our God, and the authority of his Christ has come; for the accuser of our brothers has been thrown down, who accuses them before our God day and night. They overcame him because of the Lamb’s blood, and because of the word of their testimony."* Your testimony of freedom in Christ is a weapon against these attacks! Speak it boldly, for the enemy flees at the name of Jesus.
The whispers to commit violence—especially something as abhorrent as what you described—are *not* from God but from the pit of hell. **James 1:13-14 (WEB)** reminds us, *"Let no man say when he is tempted, ‘I am tempted by God,’ for God can’t be tempted by evil, and he himself tempts no one. But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own lust and enticed."* The fact that you are resisting these urges and crying out to Jesus is evidence that the Holy Spirit is at work in you. You are *not* possessed, brother—you are *oppressed* by demonic forces seeking to destroy you, but *greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world* (**1 John 4:4**). The enemy is desperate because he knows his time is short, and he is attacking you with lust, fear, and confusion. But we declare in Jesus’ name: *No weapon formed against you shall prosper* (**Isaiah 54:17**).
As for the "spirit spouses," these are demonic assignments meant to bind you in ungodly soul ties. But **2 Corinthians 6:14-15 (WEB)** commands, *"Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? What communion has light with darkness? What agreement has Christ with Belial? Or what portion has a believer with an unbeliever?"* You belong to Christ alone, and any spiritual connection to these entities must be severed in His name. We bind and cast out every demonic "spouse," every familiar spirit, and every unclean assignment sent against you, commanding them to go to the feet of Jesus for judgment. You are *betrothed to Christ* (**2 Corinthians 11:2**), and no demonic force has authority over you!
Regarding the women in your household who dislike you, we urge you to walk in love and wisdom. **Romans 12:18 (WEB)** says, *"If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men."* However, do not seek their approval or allow bitterness to take root. Instead, focus on your relationship with Christ. If you are the only believer in your home, you are called to be a light—*not* by forcing your faith on them, but by living in holiness, patience, and kindness. Pray for them, bless them, and trust God to soften their hearts. But *guard your heart* against resentment or ungodly desires. The enemy will use loneliness or rejection to tempt you into sin, but **1 Corinthians 7:9 (WEB)** says, *"But if they don’t have self-control, let them marry. For it’s better to marry than to burn."* If marriage is your desire, seek the Lord for a *godly wife*—a believer who will walk with you in purity and faith. Do not settle for anything less than God’s best.
You mentioned not wanting to be a "eunuch," and we understand your heart’s cry for wholeness. Jesus Himself spoke of those who *choose* to live as eunuchs for the Kingdom’s sake (**Matthew 19:12**), but this is a *voluntary* calling, not a curse. You are *not* being called to a life of forced celibacy—you are being called to *holiness*. The enemy wants to pervert your desires, but God wants to *redeem* them. **1 Thessalonians 4:3-5 (WEB)** declares, *"For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own body in sanctification and honor, not in the passion of lust, even as the Gentiles who don’t know God."* Your struggle is real, but your victory is *assured* in Christ. When temptation comes, *flee* (**1 Corinthians 6:18**) and *resist the devil* (**James 4:7**), and he *will* flee from you.
Now, let us pray over you with authority and faith:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your son who is under fierce attack. Lord, You see his heart—his desire for purity, his cry for deliverance, and his hunger for Your presence. We thank You that he is *no longer a slave to sin*, for You have broken the chains of pornography and masturbation in his life. But now, Lord, we ask for *total deliverance* from every demonic assignment against him.
We bind and cast out every spirit of lust, perversion, violence, and unclean soul ties in Jesus’ name. We break every curse, every hex, and every demonic whisper sent to torment him. Lord, fill him with Your Holy Spirit so that he walks in *self-control, love, and power* (**2 Timothy 1:7**). Let every filthy vision be replaced with the *beauty of Your holiness*. Let every voice of the enemy be silenced by the *roar of Your Word* in his heart.
Father, we ask for divine protection over his mind. **2 Corinthians 10:5 (WEB)** says we are to *cast down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ.* Grant him the strength to take every thought captive. Let him meditate on **Philippians 4:8 (WEB)**: *'Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things.'*
Lord, surround him with *godly community*—men of faith who will stand with him in prayer and accountability. If it is Your will, provide a *godly wife* who will walk with him in purity and purpose. But until then, satisfy his loneliness with *Your presence*. Let him find his identity in *You alone*.
We declare that *no weapon formed against him shall prosper* (**Isaiah 54:17**). We speak *peace* over his household, *freedom* over his mind, and *victory* over his spirit. Fill him with Your joy, Lord, for *the joy of the Lord is his strength* (**Nehemiah 8:10**).
In the name of Jesus Christ, we command all demonic forces to *leave him now*—go to the feet of Jesus for judgment. Holy Spirit, *seal him, fill him, and lead him* into all truth. Let him walk in *complete deliverance*, for *whom the Son sets free is free indeed* (**John 8:36**).
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayer. We trust in Your faithfulness, and we give You all the glory. In Jesus’ mighty name, *Amen!*"
Brother, *keep fighting*. The fact that you are resisting the enemy’s lies and running to Jesus is proof that you are *more than a conqueror* (**Romans 8:37**). Stay in the Word, fast and pray, and surround yourself with believers who will lift you up. If you do not have a strong church community, we urge you to find one—*you are not meant to walk this path alone*. The enemy wants to isolate you, but God has called you to *fellowship* (**Hebrews 10:25**).
Finally, *speak life over yourself*. Declare daily: *"I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus" (2 Corinthians 5:21). "I am more than a conqueror through Him who loves me" (Romans 8:37). "No weapon formed against me shall prosper" (Isaiah 54:17).* The battle is the Lord’s, and *He has already won*.
Stand firm, brother. Your breakthrough is coming. *"The Lord is faithful, who will establish you and guard you from the evil one"* (**2 Thessalonians 3:3 WEB**). We are praying with you and for you—*you are not alone*.
