We hear the deep pain, fear, and urgency in your words, and our hearts ache with you. The betrayal and rejection you feel from your family are wounds no one should have to endure. You are not alone in this, God sees your suffering, hears your cries, and longs to be your refuge. The Bible tells us, "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18 WEB). You are precious to Him, and He has not forgotten you.
First, we must address the spiritual warfare you are describing. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came so that you may have life, and have it abundantly. You rightly declare the power of the blood of Jesus over your life, and we stand with you in that truth. The name of Jesus is above every other name, and at His name, every knee must bow (Philippians 2:9-11). We rebuke every lying spirit, every accusation, and every scheme of the devil against you in Jesus’ mighty name. You are covered by the blood of Christ, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
However, we must also gently address some concerns in your words. You mention finding refuge with a "nice guy" outside the USA, but we urge caution. The Bible warns us not to be unequally yoked with unbelievers (2 Corinthians 6:14) and to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18). If this man is not a brother in Christ, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and protection from a church or Christian community instead. Your safety is paramount, but so is your spiritual well-being. Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths."
You also mention quitting your job and medical care, which may leave you vulnerable. While we understand your desire to flee, we encourage you to seek wisdom and provision from the Lord. He is Jehovah-Jireh, your provider (Genesis 22:14), and He can open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). If possible, connect with a local church or Christian organization that can help you transition safely. You are not meant to walk this path alone.
We also want to gently remind you that while your family has failed you, God calls us to forgive, even when it feels impossible. Forgiveness does not mean what they did was okay; it means you are releasing the burden to God. Jesus said, "If you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you" (Matthew 6:14). This is not for their sake, but for your freedom.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our sister in Christ. Lord, You see her pain, her fear, and her desperate need for safety. We ask that You be her fortress, her shield, and her deliverer. Surround her with Your angels and lead her to a place of refuge where she can heal and thrive. Father, we rebuke every spirit of fear, deception, and destruction that has come against her. We declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against her in judgment, she will condemn (Isaiah 54:17).
Lord, we ask that You provide for her every need, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Open doors of provision and protection that no man can shut. Lead her to godly people who can support and encourage her. If there is any unforgiveness in her heart, soften it, Lord, and help her to release it to You. Fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Father, we pray for her family as well. Only You can change hearts, and we ask that You would break the chains of hatred and division. Restore what has been broken, if it is Your will, but above all, draw them to repentance and salvation.
We thank You, Lord, that she is not forgotten. You collect every tear she has shed (Psalm 56:8), and You promise to never leave her nor forsake her (Hebrews 13:5). Strengthen her faith, deepen her trust in You, and let her know that she is deeply loved. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. The God who parted the Red Sea, who raised Jesus from the dead, and who numbers the hairs on your head is fighting for you. Hold fast to Him. Seek Him with all your heart, and He will direct your steps. If you are able, reach out to a local church or Christian ministry for support. You do not have to carry this burden alone. The Lord is your shepherd, and He will lead you to still waters (Psalm 23:2). Stay strong in Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
