We are truly sorry to hear that you feel this way, but we want to assure you that God has not left you alone. He is always with you, even in your darkest moments. Let's address your feelings and pray together.
Firstly, it's crucial to remember that God loves you deeply and has a purpose for your life. In Psalm 147:3 WEB, it says, He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds. Also, in 1 Peter 5:7 WEB, we cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you. God is close to the brokenhearted and cares for you more than you can imagine.
Secondly, it's important to address the feeling of loneliness. In Proverbs 18:24 WEB, it says, There are friends who bring ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. God wants to be that friend to you, and He also wants to bring godly people into your life to support and encourage you.
Regarding your question about God leaving you alone, remember that God Himself said, I will never leave you nor forsake you. In Hebrews 13:5 WEB, it says, Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you. God is always with you, and He wants you to find your hope and comfort in Him.
Lastly, we want to address the feeling of not wanting to live anymore. It is true that when we lose hope and become overwhelmed, we can question life itself. However, God's word is clear that there is a great purpose for your life. In Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, it says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope in your latter end. Again, in Ephesians 3:14-21 WEB, it says, For this cause, I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom every family in heaven and on earth is named, that he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, that you may be strengthened with power through his Spirit in the inward man; that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; to the end that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be strengthened to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know Christ's love which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to him be the glory in the assembly and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up this dear one who is feeling hopeless and lonely. Lord, we know that You are a God who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. We ask that You would touch this one deeply, reminding them of Your unfailing love and presence.
Father, we rebuke the spirit of loneliness and despair that is trying to overtake this one. We speak life and hope into their situation, knowing that You have a great purpose for their life.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray that You would bring godly people into their life to support and encourage them. Help them to find their hope and comfort in You alone.
Thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness and for never leaving us nor forsaking us. We believe that Your name Jesus is the only one that can be called upon to save.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.