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Humble Prayer Warrior
Lord I don't understand and I am confused and angry about this. How can I get people to like me and fit in. I never have. I thought everyone needed a friend someone to be around. But that was never in your plan when you created me. I've missed out on so much in my life and I don't know why. I'm sick of talking to people about it because they always tell me the same thing. I know I have you. I know that as long as I have you I will never be alone. They always tell me I don't need a friend and that I don't need relationships. I am in for a very long lonely life. Maybe that is your will for me. Your great plan. Please answer me Lord tell me something so I will understand. I'm hurt and confused I see no reason at all to live my life. I'm not allowed to have anything. I was bullied and treated bad as a kid no one liked me at all. I didn't fit in. Even now that I am grown no one still likes me. No one wants to be around me. My brother is the one that has all the friends and relationships and even taunts me with that. He is always laughing at me because I'm doing with out andhe is not. I know I am a big mistake and that I should not exist at all. I hear it all the time from my family. But this is how you want it lLord I accept. In your holy name i pray amen.


