Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am born into a wealthy, educated, noble upper class family. I was not a Christian. I turned to the faith however, and decided to help the poor and needy. These poor “Christians” were morally corrupted, in survival mode, had no moral intellectual or spiritual refinement, tried to feed off my light, energy, generosity and finances and innocence when it came to Christianity. Some even tried to sexually harass me. I now see their inferiority and low social rank for what it is: a lack of moral and ethical standards, selfishness, crass and unrefined behavior, financial thirst and a sense of entitlement. The poor are unworthy of the rich. The rich have had a life of creativity, comfort, decency, refinement and haven’t had to worry or be corrupted in order to survive. I will never again stoop so low as to mingle with the poor. Some even deserve the filth and rot they live in. It is karma for their lack of morals. I suspect Christ has sent them in this situation because of past life sins. I send them peace and blessing and may they know their place before God, just as I am now stepping into mine. I didn’t know my worth, the superiority of my birth, character and light until I had to face the darkness of the needy. To the poor that remain pure and kind and genuine in heart, may God bless you a thousand times for remaining this way despite the difficulty of your life. I ask for discernment to only interact with the good poor. I never again shall shrink before the unworthy, unless it is part of divine plan. I hand my confusion, offendedness and any part of myself I lost to these people. I ask to be restored and even better, more moral and noble in spirit than before all whilst protecting my rank, status and dignity from anyone who wants to feed off it or encroach of my naivety. Amen.