Joa
Prayer Warrior
I can't take it anymore. So much stuff. I wake up knowing I'm doing well and then everything I would never want from the world. Why do people try to own me? Women try to own me. I don't know them or my relatives.
And I thought it was him.
No, just so much all year. I was talking in love with a man and people cut in (and with dirt and crime and grime). So tired. And I'm scared of saying I'm tired or everyone will know who I am.
And he thinks I don't like him. What did people say to him? When I wasn't around. Couldn't be there.
I'm actually very tired. The dirt and noise in the world. In the city.
I was actually thought I was so wonderful and happy as I always am. And beautiful and in love. People are coupling me off or us off and it is not enough space for me. And it's because I like him better and others are around.
Please help get rid of the yelling. Like bus drivers and shady people and everyone and the media and news.
I want to be happy but I want him to be happy too and he's not and he would be with me. I don't mean that in a codependent way but he's not happy I'm not alright and he would cheer up. I can make someone happy if I am always in pleasure and he is sad. But he thinks he did something wrong and it was other people.
Plus, I'm scared he thinks I like them and if he is jealous of them. I suspect.
These people, bus drivers, etc., are not my boyfriend. What do I do? And women yelling.
It's way worse. There has been so much damage for so long. But I've been hanging on to hope he has been too but I don't suspect.
A long-distance relationship. But a match made in heaven and people keep giving him control instead of me, it's mine. And we miss each other and I don't know these people who say we can't go out and I have no support without him and am just getting it back and then screwing up. And scared.
Please help us.
And I thought it was him.
No, just so much all year. I was talking in love with a man and people cut in (and with dirt and crime and grime). So tired. And I'm scared of saying I'm tired or everyone will know who I am.
And he thinks I don't like him. What did people say to him? When I wasn't around. Couldn't be there.
I'm actually very tired. The dirt and noise in the world. In the city.
I was actually thought I was so wonderful and happy as I always am. And beautiful and in love. People are coupling me off or us off and it is not enough space for me. And it's because I like him better and others are around.
Please help get rid of the yelling. Like bus drivers and shady people and everyone and the media and news.
I want to be happy but I want him to be happy too and he's not and he would be with me. I don't mean that in a codependent way but he's not happy I'm not alright and he would cheer up. I can make someone happy if I am always in pleasure and he is sad. But he thinks he did something wrong and it was other people.
Plus, I'm scared he thinks I like them and if he is jealous of them. I suspect.
These people, bus drivers, etc., are not my boyfriend. What do I do? And women yelling.
It's way worse. There has been so much damage for so long. But I've been hanging on to hope he has been too but I don't suspect.
A long-distance relationship. But a match made in heaven and people keep giving him control instead of me, it's mine. And we miss each other and I don't know these people who say we can't go out and I have no support without him and am just getting it back and then screwing up. And scared.
Please help us.
