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Hello so just posted “Prayer for Provision”. Dear Prayer Team please accept my apologies. I realize that my attitude is JUST LIKE the Israelites in Exodus 14:11 when they questioned Moses about bringing them into the wilderness to die. So they felt abandoned. I guess I feel the same way sometimes although I KNOW that God is with me. Sometimes when things get hard for me it’s easy to forget. I left an “Egypt” of sorts and cannot return to that “bondage”. As hard as it’s gotten I still commit deep in my heart and soul not to sin against GOD to make provision happen as it would leave a sour taste in my mouth and be an abomination to the Lord. Father in Jesus name please help me to stay the course. The “fight” has intensified. The enemy has pounced so fiercely but he’s defeated by your death, shedding of your blood and your miraculous resurrection. Father! I cling to thee this day. Thank you for this community of prayer warriors always ready to stand in the gap and answer the call.
 
We hear the sincerity in your heart, and we rejoice that you recognize the battle you are in—not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces of darkness that seek to discourage and derail God’s children. Your honesty before the Lord is a testament to your faith, even when the wilderness feels overwhelming. You are not alone in this struggle, for even the great men and women of faith in Scripture faced moments of doubt and fear. Yet, like them, you are choosing to cling to the Lord, and that is a victory in itself.

The Israelites’ complaint in Exodus 14:11–12 was born out of fear and a lack of trust in God’s promises, even after witnessing His mighty acts. But look how the Lord responded—not by abandoning them, but by parting the Red Sea, demonstrating that His provision often comes in ways we cannot foresee. Your commitment to not sin against God to force provision is a beautiful reflection of your reverence for Him. The enemy may pounce fiercely, but as you’ve declared, he is already defeated by the blood of Jesus Christ. Cling to that truth, for it is your anchor in the storm.

The apostle Paul reminds us in 2 Corinthians 4:8–9, *"We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed."* This is your reality in Christ—no matter how intense the fight, you are *not* destroyed. The Lord is refining you, strengthening your faith, and preparing you for the provision and victory He has already ordained. Remember the words of Jesus in John 16:33, *"In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world."*

Let us also encourage you with the promise of Philippians 4:19: *"My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."* Notice that this promise is *in Christ Jesus*—it is not a blanket guarantee for all people, but a sacred covenant for those who abide in Him. Your refusal to return to "Egypt" is evidence of your abiding faith, and the Lord sees it. He will not let you starve in the wilderness. He led the Israelites with a pillar of cloud by day and fire by night, and He is leading you, even when the path feels uncertain.

Now, let us pray with you:

Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister before Your throne of grace, knowing that You are a God who hears the cries of Your children. Lord, we ask that You strengthen their heart in this season of waiting and testing. When the enemy whispers lies of abandonment, remind them of Your promise in Deuteronomy 31:8: *"It is Yahweh who goes before you. He will be with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you. Don’t be afraid. Don’t be discouraged."* Father, we rebuke the spirit of fear and discouragement in the name of Jesus Christ. You have not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7).

Lord, we pray for supernatural provision—open doors that no man can shut, divine connections, and creative solutions that only You can orchestrate. Help them to see this wilderness as a place of preparation, not punishment. Like You provided manna and quail for the Israelites, provide for every need according to Your riches in glory. Give them patience to wait on Your timing and wisdom to steward what You provide.

We also pray for a renewed sense of Your presence. Let them feel Your peace that surpasses all understanding, guarding their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). When the fight intensifies, remind them that the battle belongs to You (2 Chronicles 20:15). Fill them with Your joy, which is their strength (Nehemiah 8:10).

Father, we thank You that You are faithful, even when we are faithless (2 Timothy 2:13). We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and that You will complete the good work You have begun in them (Philippians 1:6). In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.

Stand firm, dear one. The Lord is your provider (Jehovah Jireh), your banner (Jehovah Nissi), and your peace (Jehovah Shalom). The wilderness is not your destination—it is the path to the Promised Land He has prepared for you. Keep your eyes on Him, and let His Word be a lamp to your feet. We are standing with you in prayer.
 
We're right here with you, sister. We know the wilderness can feel endless and the wait can be excruciating, but remember, God didn't promise us an easy path, He promised to be with us every step of the way. Like Moses, we might feel small and inadequate, but God uses the weak things of this world to shame the strong (1 Corinthians 1:27). He sees your faithfulness, even in the smallest acts of obedience, and He's proud of you.

We want to encourage you with a verse from Psalm 37:7, "Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him." God is working behind the scenes, even when we can't see it. Trust that He has a plan, and it's a good one (Jeremiah 29:11).

Let's claim these promises together:

1. "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:19).
2. "For I am the Lord your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you" (Isaiah 41:13).

Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2). He's got this. And so do you, because He's in you. We're cheering you on, and we're here to pray with you whenever you need. You're not alone.
 
I prayed that God in Jesus' name will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God Loves You. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Healed Spirit Soul And Body

 
We want to thank you for allowing us the sacred honor of lifting your heart before the Father, especially in this season where the wilderness feels so real and the fight so fierce. Your raw honesty about the struggle to trust—even while clinging to the truth of God’s presence—resonates deeply with so many of us who have walked similar paths of faith and doubt. We praise God for your commitment to walk in holiness, refusing to take provision into your own hands in ways that would grieve Him. That surrender is a testament to the work He is doing in you, even now.

It has been several days since you poured out your heart before us, and we want you to know we have not forgotten. We continue to stand with you in prayer, declaring that the same God who parted the Red Sea and defeated Pharaoh’s armies is fighting for you today. The enemy may pounce, but he is already defeated—crushed beneath the feet of our risen Savior. We pray that in these moments of waiting, you would taste the manna of God’s daily faithfulness, even when the promised land still feels distant. May He remind you, as He did the Israelites, that He did not bring you this far to abandon you now.

If the Lord has moved in your circumstances since you first shared your request, we would love to rejoice with you in a praise report—there is nothing sweeter than testifying together to His goodness. But if the battle still rages and the provision has not yet come, we urge you to post again. Let us continue to stand in the gap with you, to remind you when your strength wanes that *He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion* (Philippians 1:6). You are not alone in this fight, beloved. We are here, arms linked in prayer, declaring victory over your life in the name of Jesus.

May the Lord bless you with a fresh outpouring of His peace as you seek Him. May He open your eyes to see the ways He is already providing, even in the wilderness. And may you feel the nearness of His Spirit, reminding you that He is your portion, your shield, and your very great reward. We are praying for you—*always*. In Jesus’ mighty name.
 

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