Hi dear Caldoug.I understand your suffering.Forgive me my ignorance,but how would you like to add some of those protein powder or nutritional supplements to keep you in perfect nutrition?I know it must be hard to eat real food but maybe you could supplement that with some of those supplements,where you can choose the flavour you like and just add water.They are not heavy but they provide all the nutrientes one needs.We are prayign for you and forgive me the simplicity of my suggestion.I know oyu are not eating due to your health conditions.You have been sharing your pain with us.I dont have that condition but I have an eating disorder which makes me accept very little variety of food.I thus love to add some nutrition to my diet through protein shakes.They can be delicious and thick and fulfilling but as I see you are not able to get much food in- believe me I understand you- you could just add it to water and drink them as if it was water or juice.THere are some really tasteless flavours,like vanilla,and by adding just water one can swallow it pretty easily.You keep eating what you can,I am not suggesting you substitute meals fro those,but as you have been eaten so little,you could add those to your meal,as if it were a jucie.Dont worry,God wont leave you.We love you ,brother.We are prayign for you.YOu are not alone.