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bonnieb
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I have this deep heaviness on top of me, a weight that is so heavy I can hardly bear it. My heart is grieved and I am in deep emotional pain. I need God to deliver me and set me free. I am worn down to where I can hardly function, please pray. I am under satanic attack and I am struggling to stand, yet I feel bowed down under this heavy, heavy weight and I am not able to break free. I know that part of it is the family. My husbands family. They decided to hate me the day my husband and I married five years ago. They are extremely narcissistic women who have this huge sense of entitlement. I crossed them when I married Paul, and I have paid dearly for it ever since. They are too of the most vicious, vindictive, malicious people I have ever had the misfortune of meeting. They have slandered me and my son to everyone they meet, and they have caused me considerable hurt. Five years of this, and it has become almost more than I can bear. My husband, of course, doesn't see what the problem is, they don't do anything in front of him. It has been eating me alive for all this time, and I am about ready to walk away from the marriage, the place I live, all of it. They get away with being bullies. They are not hurting, they have always been catered too, they have always been the queen bees, they are just jealous because they never expected my husband to marry anyone. He was going to live with mommy and be her emotional husband until she died...the sister has always ordered my husband around, and spoken horribly to him, yet he does not think there is anything wrong with that. He thinks she is cute, and no one better say anything about his little sister. He refuses to protect me from the things that they say, to him it is no big deal. I should just ignore it. That is how these type of people get away with their bad behavior, people are too afraid to say anything to them. I have told them exactly what I thought of them and their cruelty...of course they told my husband I was mean to them...They are doing all they can think of to hurt me, and the horrible curses they throw our way is causing me so much pain. PLEASE PRAY! So many people are taken in by their sweet appearance, yet underneath that phony exterior is a cruel, vicious, manipulative, controlling spirit.
