Kiddiecakes
Servant of All
Lord,
Please send me your angels to help and guide me. Please open the eyes of my husband, kids and my friends so they see I need help. I have carried this burden for so long by myself and I need you to take it from me. My feelings are hurt that some friends don't understand and make judgments, but they don't live with a chronically ill child and a kid with Aspergers. They have no idea what it is like to live with them. I love my family dearly Lord, and I am not complaining as I know you have a plan but I am so tired and stressed. Now my husband is having surgery the week of
Christmas and we can't even go home to our other family. I just wanted to see my gram and feel the love and security I feel the moment I walk in her door. Why does everything have to be so hard? When do we get to feel some happiness and peace without waiting for the big weight over our heads to drop? Please send me your angels.
Please send me your angels to help and guide me. Please open the eyes of my husband, kids and my friends so they see I need help. I have carried this burden for so long by myself and I need you to take it from me. My feelings are hurt that some friends don't understand and make judgments, but they don't live with a chronically ill child and a kid with Aspergers. They have no idea what it is like to live with them. I love my family dearly Lord, and I am not complaining as I know you have a plan but I am so tired and stressed. Now my husband is having surgery the week of
Christmas and we can't even go home to our other family. I just wanted to see my gram and feel the love and security I feel the moment I walk in her door. Why does everything have to be so hard? When do we get to feel some happiness and peace without waiting for the big weight over our heads to drop? Please send me your angels.
