Kristian
Servant of All
I am a newborn christian, I used to live a happy christian life but before 3 years I woke up and without any particular reason known to me I was feeling empty, dead and demons tormented me. Since 3 years I live in a mental prison and I cannot go out, I've tried many things and am still trying. I cannot work any more, I cannot go to university, I cannot study, I do sins, I have attacks in different areas, for an example - laziness, smoking, eating too much, lust...I started also psychotherapy but it is not helping me also, doctors say that I should take antidepressants but I don't want. My therapeutist says that I have depression. Actually I don't really care what I have I just want to be free and alive again, and happy so I can really do what I have to do. So my prayer request is to be freed from this prison, to be healed from this paralysis, to be quickened, resurrected and restored from Jesus Christ my Lord. I also pray that God gives me the wife of my dreams, because, I will be sincere, I feel lonely, alone, broken, outcast and unliked. I pray that He makes me different - a person who fears the Lord, a person who is not lazy and selfish. And I also would like to know what my calling is. Amen!
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