MayaSarah
Disciple of Prayer
I am 37 and my husband is 43, we have no children. My husband says we won't have kids unless he gets a stable job and we have a home. Right now we live in a VERY SMALL fifth wheel trailor. Things truly look bleak that I will ever have a child. I am trying very hard to turn my life around and have almost stopped drinking and smoking completely. Sometimes I want to lie and say I am on birth control just to get pregnant, but am reminded of Sarah and Abraham.
