natasha2
Beloved of All
I had a conversation with my ex - texting over the phone, he plays games with me, once he says he wants me, the other time he says it's over because I must always justify my actions to you. Early afternoon I left him a message to check if he is serious and a fair player in general. I called him first, he didn't answer the phone, I knew he sees the call, but he doesn't answer me now for 1.5 hours. After the call, I left him a message, if you want to go for a walk, drop me a message (because he left me a message yesterday that he loves me and wants me). So if he doesn't call me, he is really mean and please pray for me that I get over him. I feel depressed and like some kind of void in my stomach. I don't like what I see and I am really disappointed and sad. You cannot imagine. He turned out to be very insensitive and immature and wants everything his way, playing games, sometimes even mean like he wants to have a revenge and hurt me, but he doesn't want to admit...I don't know if I can stand it, it hurts so much...We have not met in person since July, because I wanted to be sure. Pray for godly wisdom and that Jesus is my light and shepherd. That I go righteous ways and find joy, peace, and pleasure in Him.
Pray for the godly husband for me. Thank you. I lose faith....I am ###. Waiting almost ### years.....
Pray for the godly husband for me. Thank you. I lose faith....I am ###. Waiting almost ### years.....
