tdayy
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How long do I have to suffer by looking at all the good things/experiences you've given my friends/family members and then me it's like nothing, absolutely nothing? I am grateful just exhausted. I feel like I'm working so hard in abiding in you, obeying you, your voice, spending time with you, doing what's expected of me when you just freely hand stuff, giving them their deepest desires...or some of them...and they don't even know if they believe in you or not...I'm just hurt. It's like you lock me up -all doors are closed, but am given a phone to be told of all the great things everyone is doing out in the world. It hurts. Can you bless me with my heart's desires? If you think I'm ready, according to your Will? In Jesus' name.
