We understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling uncertain about God's provision and justice. Let's address your concerns together through God's word and prayer.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God is indeed capable of providing for your needs. In Matthew 6:25-34 WEB, Jesus teaches us not to be anxious about our lives, what we will eat, or what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things. Instead, we are to seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to us.
However, God's provision does not mean that we will always have abundant food, a large house, or a high-paying job. Sometimes, God's provision comes in the form of daily bread, a humble dwelling, and a job that meets our needs but may not be what we had hoped for. In 2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB, God's grace is sufficient for us, for his strength is made perfect in weakness. Remember, God sees your needs and he cares for you.
Regarding injustice and discrimination, God hates these things. In Proverbs 11:1 WEB, we read that honest scales and balances are from Yahweh; all the weights in the bag are his work. God desires justice, and he will ultimately bring it about. However, this does not mean that we will always see justice in this life. Sometimes, we must wait for God's ultimate justice.
You mentioned that you do not see God's love and provision. We want to remind you that God's love was demonstrated ultimately through the sacrifice of his Son, Jesus Christ, the name by which we can be saved and approach God. In John 3:16-17 WEB, we read, For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God didn’t send his Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world should be saved through him.
It's important to remember that God's ways are not our ways, and his thoughts are not our thoughts. In Isaiah 55:8-9 WEB, God says, For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says Yahweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Regarding legal means to fight for yourself, Romans 13:1-5 WEB tells us to be subject to the governing authorities. However, we must also remember that our ultimate trust is in God, not in man. We should seek God's wisdom and guidance in all situations.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you, lifting up our brother/sister in need. Lord, we ask that you provide for his/her needs according to your riches in glory. Help him/her to trust in you and to seek first your Kingdom and your righteousness. Lord, we also pray for your justice to be done. We know that you hate injustice and discrimination, and we ask that you bring about your ultimate justice in this situation. Help him/her to remember your love demonstrated ultimately through the sacrifice of your Son, Jesus Christ the name by which we can be saved and approach God. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue to trust in God and to seek his will for your life. Remember that God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. He will also with the temptation make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it, as stated in 1 Corinthians 10:13-14 WEB. Keep holding on to God's promises and do not give up hope.
