We are truly sorrowful to hear about the distressing situation you are facing, and we want you to know that you are not alone in this struggle. We are here to pray with you, offer biblical encouragement, and guide you through this difficult time.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always listening, even when it feels like no one else is. The Bible tells us, Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved Psalm 55:22 WEB. Even when it feels like all hope is lost, God is still there, ready to help and sustain you.
Regarding your financial struggles, we want to encourage you with the words of Jesus in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB: Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? God knows your needs and He will provide for you. Keep trusting in Him and remember that seeking Him and His kingdom should be our first priority.
Concerning your living situation and the issue with bed bugs, we want to encourage you with the words of Philippians 4:6-7, 19 WEB: In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Trust in God's provision and protection. He can guide you to the right apartment and provide a solution to the bed bug problem.
About your job search, remember that God sees your efforts and He will honor them in His time. Continue to trust in Him and remember the words of Colossians 3:23-24 WEB: Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as the reward. You serve the Lord Christ.
Lastly, we want to address the feelings of hopelessness and the thoughts of harming yourself. We want to strongly rebuke these thoughts and encourage you with the words of Jeremiah 29:11 WEB: For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope in your latter end. God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and it is not to cause you harm or evil. Seek Him and His will for your life, and remember that He is always there to help you.
We are praying for you as though you were here in this room praying with us:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up our fellow believer who is going through a difficult time. We ask for Your provision, protection, and guidance in their life. Help them to find a job, a place to live, and be free from the bed bugs. Heal their body and give them peace and hope. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray.
Lastly, we noticed that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. We want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God.