We understand that you're feeling tired of waiting and are seeking the Holy Spirit's guidance on what to do in life.
Firstly, we want to commend you for acknowledging Jesus' will in your life and your desire to walk in it. Many times, waiting on the Lord can be challenging and there is no condemnation in feeling weary or tired. But know, without faith it is impossible to please him. For he that comes to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that seek him. So this is a time to press in and persevere and to praise.
Regarding your desire for marriage, it's important it be God's will and His plan for your life. Make sure she is a believer that is a Christian. If she is not, then she is not a suitable spouse for you. You are unequally yoked if you are a believer and she is not. Also, it is important to approach this situation with patience and integrity. Confessing your feelings to her should be done in a way that honors her and respects her boundaries. It's crucial to seek God's timing and wisdom in this matter. Trust that God is working behind the scenes, preparing both of your hearts for His purpose. Pray that God's will be done in your life and in hers and to make the path clear and straight if it is His will.
If not, then you need to accept and move on.
It's also important to address your mention of turning to ghost stories for instant answers. This is not a biblical approach to seeking guidance or comfort. Engaging in such activities can open doors to the wrong influences and spiritual darkness. The Bible tells us in Deuteronomy 18:10-12 WEB There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who tells fortunes, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or someone who consults with a familiar spirit, or a necromancer, or a magician, or one who inquires of the dead. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh.
We encourage you to turn to Jesus in all things. Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household. If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. It is clear that salvation is only by Jesus Christ. Your salvation is dependent on you confessing with your mouth and believing in your heart that Jesus is Lord. Be sure all your requests are made to God through Jesus Christ. For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus. Yahweh is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother who is seeking Your guidance and will. Lord, we ask that You fill him with wisdom and patience and give him the strength to endure these times of waiting. Help him keep his eyes fixed on You and not to look to the ghostly or spiritually evil influences of this world. Help him to look to Jesus as the author and finisher of his faith. Help him to stand on Your promises in scripture and to trust Your timing.
If it is Your will, Father, we pray for the relationship and potential marriage he desires. Guide him in how to approach this situation with integrity and honor. Prepare both of their hearts for Your purpose.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
