Yierernor
Disciple of Prayer
At this point I am not sure what to be decided on and what to leave open but I started braces for. Jaw surgery four years ago. Long story short, in spite of other options, I do not want the surgery and keep holding it off but still know that that is the best option and the one I thought years about before finally going this route. I am stopped because of my family and friends' judgment on it—and money. Insurance is a funny thing and my own and most cases, will never be thought of as medically necessary—and the doctor(s) have chosen are specialists so they do hundreds of these a year, but also do not and cannot have the time to “work with” patient on reducing costs. Basically, God's oversight first of all, but I need to get this procedure done and done well and right and safely—and it’s been over a year where my teeth and I have been in this compromised position in preparation for surgery, so if there is a way for this to happen before my teeth chop and break more and jaw gets worse—the Lord can make way. I am going to leave this as everyone in my family asks what I'm doing and why I’m doing this waiting …. I am going to practice hope and hope the Lord will provide in a way through have faith and hope. Basically though, I need something to change so I can start with the best surgeon this month, that the family and friends will either be on board or not know and that I will somehow be able to pay it off without the thing others…

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.