Hi my church family. I still feel really bad about my anxiety and I just want to stay at home in bed. I really don't like feeling this way; The pain is overwhelming and I feel lost. I believe I have a mental illness because I am having a difficult time functioning. I drank way too much on Friday and my behavior was terrible and I am embarrassed and ashamed of my behavior. I always have felt nobody likes me and now I really feel that way after Friday. I so desire to be a good example of the Lord and the way I feel that isn't going to happen. I am so sorry for everything I have ever done. I just want to be normal. Please pray I get better and that no one is upset with me about Friday. Love to all
